I went to church today.  Another Sunday as usual.  Except today I didn't want to talk and I didn't want to sing. It was like something was blocking me.  Indeed it was.  I am thankful that I have friends who I can confess today.  I was able to confess my bout with lust to Frank and I was able to confess my battle with loneliness.  I instantly felt better after doing that.  Now I can go back to focusing on learning what I can about bookkeeping.  I also need more time with God. I shouldn't have to go a week without relief when he is surrender and obedience away.

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