Daily writing for the year.

Hello. It's been some time since I last wrote something,  and right now I don't feel good. I know it's in my head and based on how I feel inside.  Despite knowing and admitting that.  It feels like everything is coming to an end.  I haphazardly watching as everything I know and love come to an end. My hand is stretched out firmly in front of me but something doesn't feel right here I am alone even when I am right in front of you, and I am getting used to it And I never wanted to get used to this